Summary

Assalamualaikum :)

Hey y'all! Yes, I know, I've been away for months. I've been busy with life and everything else. There's so (too) much going on lately that I wished we had 48 hours a day. It's not that I'm very busy, I'm just... finding things for me to occupy myself with. In other words, I need a distraction.

From now on, I'll be posting photos since I'm too lazy to write, sometimes. And the fact that I have a camera now :D *grins*

Oh, and here's some news from me:

1. I'm single now. Yes, it's like, "OMG WHYYYY?!" but it's reality so like 'what the hell' ok. I'm moving on now... Frankly, it's hard because I'm used to talking to him so it felt (fells) incomplete. Hm, but, what do to? I have to get used to it and move on, eventually. I'm strong. Kan? *muka tak confident*
2. I'm starting to get closer to my parents, as they're the only family I have. (I do have relatives and grandparents, what I'm saying is that I don't have any siblings. Get it? No?) I used to distant myself form my parents, and that was when I was 13/14. It was horrible. Even I can't understand why did I even do that, to my own parents. I admit it, that I was so lost in myself last time that I kept hurting the people who were close to me. Anyway, back to the point. So, I'm respect my parents more nowadays and help them in anything and almost everything without complaining. I want to be a better daughter, InsyaAllah.
3. I'm opening up to my classmates. I hang out with them and just, be talkative. I always smile and all cheer-y (if that makes sense...) and talk to everyone (almost. hey, you can't expect everyone to like you, you don't even like everyone k.) So, I'm adjusting myself with my current 'environment'. Gah whatever, I suck at this.
4. I'm sooooo into Scouts right now! I participated in the Scouts' Marching team for Sport's Day :) Training was a whole lot fun! We get to enjoy and goof around and get to know everyone. Also, I'll be joining Jamboree :D 'They' (idk who they are but they have something to do with Persatuan Pengakap Malaysia or Kementrian) requested for ONE girl participant from chosen schools, aaaand our Scouts' teacher sent me. (In which she was desperate to look for someone cause everyone was like denying it. Padahal dapat markah antarabangsa untuk koku ok. And awesome experiences too, since you'll be meeting other Scouts from all over the world!) OK. I'M SUPER EXCITED.
5. We (4 Dedikasi) will be having a farewell an appreciation party for our very special exchange student, Natasha Losso, from Venice, Italy! It has been a year since she's in Malaysia, and she has been our classmate for 6 months now. She'll be going back to her beloved home on the 5th July, but she'll be busy from 29th June onward. Therefore, we'll be holding a (mini) bbq party for her on the 24th June :) Guess what? Ras and I are the main organizer. Lemme tell you, DAMN it's difficult to plan an event! (especially when you've gotta keep the budget low...) We're having difficulties with budget and everything else but let's pray that everything will work out. Amin! It was amazing to have her as a friend and classmate. I could see the perspective of a tourist about Malaysia.
6. Currently holding myself back from texting, calling, IM-ing, PM-ing, Tweet-ing, DM-ing, Skype-ing or anything that can connect me to him. Yes. Wish me luck. Ha ha. *gelak tak ikhlas*

Alright, that was a long one. Heehee.

There's more to come!